Only one person will understand. My love, my little black star, my last hope, my Tinker Bell. Read this, and tell me you love me, Sarah.
I love you.
It’s. It was. Idk. I was there for her. Then I’ve left. Because, we loved each other way too much. We broke up in a violent destructive tornado. I’ve hate her as I loved her. Then, we haven’t talk for a month. It was. I don’t know. I thought that I didn’t missed her. But it was so painful. I reallly thought that I didn’t need her anymore. That, she will hurt me more than she can love me. But, I imagined “what if I write her a letter ?” because I still loved her. And one day, one special day, when I was crying, listening Demi Lovato so hard, she send me a message. A long beautiful text. I’ve stopped to cry and I’ve smiled. It was a precious moment I won’t forget. But, the next day, I remembered why I’ve left her. Because we loved each other too much that it was so hurtful. But I still love her. And she’s the one who still loves me. We were so so so close. I mean, she was my best friend, my sister, my wife. Yeah I was so in love with her. But our love story didn’t worked at all. She still loved a boy. And I wasn’t the best girlfriend. But I couldn’t be just a friend. I loved her too much. I love her too much. I mean, she is my true lover. The one, the only one. When we’ve met, we saved each other. We stopped to self harm for one, two months. It was the paradise. And then, we fell down. But it wasn’t so terrible. But I know that, right now, it is terrible. She’s so close to the edge. And it would not happened if I was there. But I’ve left her. I’ve left her with all those creepy monsters. Oh man, I love her damn too much. But, I don’t know what I want. What I’m really feeling. Because I don’t want to suffer anymore. I don’t and I won’t. But I can’t forget her. I check her tumblr everyday. I see so much things which are actually destined to me. Now, we talk sometimes. She say I love you, I reply Me too and that’s all. She doen’t talk about her life anymore and I don’t talk about either. But she know about me and I know about her. We know we need each other to breath. But we cannot go forward. I don’t think we have even tried. But it’s so hard. We don’t know what to do. We don’t know how ? Someone can help us ? Before, we used to talk everyday. Every single second. Now, it’s just the emptiness. But I love her guys. I love her. I know I’m the only who can save her. And I just need her to fix my heart. But, I’m afraid that we destruct ourselves again. S O P H I E.
For the fist time I decided to swatch all my lipsticks. I remember when I first started making videos I didn’t even wear lipstick and now it’s like an obsession :P
I would be tempted to make a video about my favorite ones!
Which one is your personal favorite? Do you prefer nude shades or vampy bold lip colors?
I’m in love with pewdie’s girlfriend, she is adorable
I know right? :)
Aw Felix is so sweet, I didn’t see this :P
Aw I didn’t even notice with all those sweaters on! :P He is so sweet :3
Shake that Rilakkuma bootie ;) haha
Had so much fun tonight, this is just a fraction of it but still so awesome :D